body armor
december 27, 2025
after having this realization, i had a moment of humiliation. "oh. it's just something as simple as compartmentalizing abuse and creating protective emotional armor because your existence is offensive to the people around you."
"EVERYBODY has one of these. you really made a big deal out of this? this was confusing for you? jesus. you're fucking stupid."
i don't know that this is a normal reaction to have? i don't know man. lmao.