but it's not like that, so what the hell am i supposed to do about it?
july 19, 2026
i really hope you don't think i enjoy being preoccupied with the pain i'm in.
it's funny. people who have broken bones aren't normally accused of relishing their condition of "had the fuck beat out of me and now i can't think about anything else." i mean. they DO, because people suck sometimes. but if you say that out loud, everyone thinks you're an asshole.